Perhaps, I'm going to be an audience this time round.
To let go.
To trust in Him.
Labels: Inter JC Bash
Actually i'm just bored sitting infront of my com crapping with some of my friends and surfing blog and i suddenly thought of my blog, which has been dead for quite sometime.LOL. i've decided to blog, because it seems fun to me. lOl.
Being in NDU kind of sounds cool to others but actually its kind of shit inside. Old buildings with like rats in my room (okay, the whole floor only my room is infested with rats) which comes out to steal my food at night or weekends and spent the time "jogging" around looking for FOOD!
CrAp, that crAp shit in my bag and peed there, but well, not only mine, my roommates as well, with bag zips spoilt and food being eaten up. LOL. And we have decided, to catch all those CrAPster, a rat trap has been introduced into my room.
Altogether 5 rats had been caught, and it seems that the rats get smaller and smaller, i guess i've caught the whole family. Father, Mother, brother, sister and a younger brother. i jsut couldn't stand those disgusting tails of theirs, so we got the pest buster to do the job, which is Roger And Lerh. Animal lover they are, they let the rat go instead of killing them. (some suggested scalding them, some said drowning them, i'm kind hearted btw, i decided to just leave it there) LOL. ( i've set up another trap in the room for this week, i left the food inside, but i cant rmb whether i did open that cage LOL, i guess the rat gonna get tempted if its opened. (Another rat for sale)LOL.
Actually being in army is kind of fun, seeing how people get "emo" and stuff, realising how dumb i look when i was "emoing", but couldn't help it, I like the feeling of being "emo". LOL.
Ever asked yourself why do you get attached for? A question to ponder over which my platoon mate had asked. "Do you think she will be the one you will marry?" If yes, "How you know, you are only 20, you marrying her next year?" If no, then "why do u get attached then?"
Actually why do we get a partner? Most get to feel love, some trying hard to fill the emptiness in their heart by having someone, some get one to satisfy his flesh. Oh well, if love could be so easily explained, Jesus needn't died for us on the cross. LOL.
Is there something wrong with you if u like someone yet you just want to be a good friend of hers and nothing else? You enjoy listening to her voice and you would feel comfortable with just being with her and not talking, is that kind of funny? LOL. If that is, please laugh at me-_-"
I prefer to be like an eagle, soaring high above the sky, spreading his wings and fly, free and relax, manificient and pretty. If only... I was an eagle.
Labels: A bunch of RandOmNess
I know when you sit down and when you rise up …Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways …Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered…Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image …Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being …Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring …Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived …Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation …Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book…Psalm 139:15-16I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live …Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made …Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb …Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born …Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me …John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love…1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you …1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father …1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could …Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father …Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand…James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs …Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope …Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love …Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore ...Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing …Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you …Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession …Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul …Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things …Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me …Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart …Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires …Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine …Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager …2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles …2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you …Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart …Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes …Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth …Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus …John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed …John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being …Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you…Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins …2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled …2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you…1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love …Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me …1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again …Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen …Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father …Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…Will you be my child? …John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you …Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad. Almighty God Download a one page poster of Father's Love Letter.
'Father's Love Letter used by permission Father Heart Communications Copyright 1999-2005 www.FathersLoveLetter.com'
It comes with narration, do go to the website and download it. I am deeply blessed by it.
How awesome is His love, His promises. Never want to be distant from Him, because He is my Abba. Hey guys, during this exams period, things may seem tough, there seems to be unending amount of work to do, but just trust that, God will bring you through. When He bring you to it, He will bring you through it. =)
Love you all so much.
But Jesus loves you much much more. Incomparably, infinitely much more.
Know this beloveds, that you are more than conquerors through CHRIST who LOVES you. As you keep on keeping on receiving the love god has for you, you find strength in Christ.
The challenges are real: pressed for them, mounting stress, everything… but that is because we forget/lose consciousness of the LOVE abba has for us.
Yes, prelims/exams, stress … from the mere counting down of the number of days alone is fearful, yes but this only applies to people of the world, not us.
Your circumstance may seem to get darker and darker(people breaking down, suffering from burnt-outs – Christ HAS REDEEMED you from the curse of the law),the light in you only gets brighter and brighter.
When situations are against you, you may wonder in frustration, but find strength in his love. His love for you is CONSTANT, not based on how emotional you are.
I believe god will manifest his tangible love for us. Soak in his love. Be refreshed in His love every day. I say EVERYDAY because we need it. Well, of course you can try not soaking in his love for a few days, and observe for yourself the results. The truth is, we cant afford not to. And you will want to because you enjoy it.
Its something intimate between you and your ABBA: You way of communion with him can be singing in tongues, singing songs of worship, listening to anointing CDs – praise jesus for them. They all have the power to bring you into His presence.
In His love, you shall find shelter and strength. Because you are MORE than conquerors through Christ who LOVE you.
Feed, feed and you will only get stronger.
Just like the men who sang songs of praises and marched around the city of Jericho before the walls came down, offer up your songs of praise to him.
Dn said this last campus which is so powerful: In the [loving] presence of god during, there is permanent transformation. Strongholds are broken, burdens are lifted, God drops giftings and desires in our hearts.
Hallleluyah.
It’s only when you are CRIPPLED, than you can be like Methphiboseth, who is able to sit at the King’s table.
Stop trying. Be methphiboseth.
Weird it may sound. Tithe time. You will only reap much more. This is God’s economy. Undeserved, unmerited.
How it works, I understand not. Unless Jesus saves me, I perish.
You dont have to waitt till sunday services or campus or cg. Commune with Jesus in your own quiet time.Or even, make use of the opportunity you have during FG in school. Step in and receive the overflow during FG.God has ALREADY PROVIDED in the Spiritual realm. SEE it. Faith pleases God.
In areas whereby you find there is dryness - come on, its okay to feel dry at times, partake of his body and blood. He said, do this in rememblance of Him. Be finished work conscious. I believe He said this for our sake. We have to be finish-work conscious. its we weak ones who need constant reminder.
You are Child of the Most High God.
Hi people, this is an extract from my cg leader Agnes, it has really blessed me, I hope you all feel the same too.
Some InTerEstinG STuffS
Hey Guys, I have read this book about Rock Foundation and I find it pretty
cool, but guess what, I just remembered that this book belongs to Bryan and not
mine. I'm sorry Bryan. LOL!! Okay, back to the topic. This is what I have read,
but I'm wondering if I had committed any copyright law by copying it here. LOL!!
Hey, law enforcer, I'm sorry but I do not know anything about the
copyright law, don't nab me, just tag me and I'll remove it! LOL!=)
Here Goes:
The first:
Many years ago, a debate between a Christian and an atheist( btw, who
knows how to pronounce this word-_-") was conducted over the national
television in America.
The Christian asked the atheist, "Do you have all the knowledge in this
universe?"
The Atheist modestly replied, " Certainly not!"
The Christian probed further, "Do you have 1% of all the knowledge in the
universe?"
The atheist replied modestly, "Honestly, I don't even have 1% of all the
knowledge in the universe."
The Christian relentlessly pursued his line of argument, " Let's assume
that you have the 1% of all the knowledge in this universe. Now, let me ask you
a question, "Can God exist in the 99% of all the knowledge in this universe
which you do not have?"
The truth of the matter is that an atheist always faces a terrible
dilemma. It is just like a person who breathes in air every second of his life,
and yet denies the existence of oxygen. Guys, join us in the Love of our awesome
God.=)
The second:
An old Communist comrade was dying in his own home. On his final day, a
Christian brought the Gospel to him and he began to embrace the Good News.
When his godless son discovered that his father had accepted Jesus Christ as his
personal Lord and Savior, he desperately urged his father to give up his faith
in God.
So the son kept encouraging his father, "Dad, don't be deceived! Just hold
on, just hold on!"
Before the old man passed away, he asked his son, "Hold on to what? Hold on
to "no God"? Son, tell me, what is there to hold on to?"
If you don't believe in the existence of God, what is there to hold on to?
Spiritually, one can only hold on to God and His Word.
The Third:
A little child has been taught by his father that there was no God. In
fact, his father stressed many times to him that only weaklings, who need a
religious clutch, believed in God. So this boy was brought up with the idea that
it was even wrong to believe in God.
However, one day, this innocent boy asked the father, "Do you think that
God knows that we don't believe in Him?"
The child's heart is so pure and truthful despite the constant
indoctrination towards ungodliness. He simply knows that God exists. Evidence of
the existence of God abound within and without our beings. In fact, everything
we behold tells us that God exists and is active in this universe.=)
Hey guys, aren't you all blessed? Our Lord is so real. remember what He
say? "For God so loved the world that he give up His one and only son, that
whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have ETERNAL LIFE!"
This is just a simple msg, just to say that God love u people! You all are
so precious to Him, that He wants to give you ALL things. ALL THINGS. This is
not what I say, but it is what He hAd sAid. I hope this msg has blessed all of
you.=)
WENT TO A PARTY, MUM
Please read all the way to the bottom and sign your name:
I wentto a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mum
So I had a sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mum
Something I expected least.
Nw I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk.
Mum,his voice seems far away,
My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.
So why do people do it, Mum
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell sister not to be afraid, Mum
Tell daddy to be brave,
And when I go to heaven,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.
My breathis getting shorter, Mum
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mum,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, "I love you, Mum!"
So I love you and good-bye.
Too
Busy for a friend
One
day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the
other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space
between each name.
Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of
their classmates and write it down.
It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the
students left the room, each one handed in the papers.
That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student
on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had
said about that individual.
On Monday she gave each student his or her list.
Before long, the entire class was smiling.
"Really?"
she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!"
and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the
comments.
No
one ever mentioned those papers in class again.
She never knew if they discussed them after class with their parents, but it
didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose.
The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students
moved on. Several years later, one of the students was killed in
Vietnam
and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student.
She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so
handsome, so mature. The church was packed with his friends.
One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin.
The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.
As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her.
"Were
you Mark's math teacher?" he asked. She nodded: "yes."
Then he said: "Mark talked about you a lot."
After
the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon.
Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his
teacher.
"We
want to show you something," his father said, taking a wallet out of his
pocket. "They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might
recognize it."
Opening
the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had
obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times.
The teacher knew without looking that the
papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's
classmates had said about him.
"Thank you so much for doing that,"
Mark's mother said. "As you can see, Mark treasured it."
All of Mark's former classmates started to
gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, "I still have my
list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home."
Chuck's wife said, "Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album."
"I have mine too," Marilyn said.
"It's in my diary."
Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into
her purse and showed her frazzled list to the group. "I carry this with me
at all times, " Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued:
"I think we all saved our lists."
That's when the teacher finally sat down and
cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.
The density
of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And
we don't know when that one day will be.
So please, tell
the people you love and care for, that they are
special and important.
Tell
them, before it is too late...
